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Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Oh Baby! Susan's new vision shows her a future she can't resist.

After about ten minutes straight of vomiting I staggered from the bathroom and threw myself on the bed and closed my eyes. This is great a couple hours knowing I am pregnant and I start vomiting. Michael is there waiting for me and concerned. I was totally a bitch to him. I looked at him and said, “Will you please make me something to eat? I think that will help me feel better.” “Sure, do want some chicken noodle soup?” he asked. “Yeah, that would be fine,” I said. Michael got up and immediately went to make me lunch. I stood up and walked to the sink cleaning myself up, I felt like crap. How weird I wonder if something is wrong with me, I think I won’t be going to work tomorrow so I can go to the doctors and make sure I am actually pregnant. I think I will go ahead and take that other pregnancy test maybe I just have the flu and I am not really pregnant. So I got up and walked into the bathroom and grabbed the other pregnancy test. Once again I was waiting for the test to finish and sure enough it was once again positive. Still totally shocked even though I new it was going to be positive, I sat back on the bed and cried again. I can’t believe I am going to be a mother, but I know in my heart everything will work out. It may not be easy but I will get through it. Before too long Michael came in and said, “Susan, your food is ready, are you getting sick again?” “No, I just decided to take the second pregnancy test to be sure and it was once again positive” I said wiping the tears from my face. Michael sat down on the bed with me; he rapped his arms around me and kissed my forehead. “If you are not ready to have a child I don’t want you feel obligated to have it because you know how much I want a family. I don’t want things to be that way. I can’t feel like I am ruining your life,” he said looking completely defeated. I didn’t respond to what he just said, I just got off the bed and walked downstairs to eat what he just made for me. I sat for a long time alone after I finished eating. Finally I went upstairs into my closet to get dressed I needed to go for a walk and think. Michael hadn’t moved from where I left him. I feel terrible that he is hurting but it is also my life that is being affected and he was right I need to make the decision that I can live with and be happy about. I finished dressing and started to walk back downstairs. I didn’t get far before Michael caught up to me. “Where are you going?” he asked. “I need to think so I am going for a walk,” I said. “Give me a minute and I will go with you” he said. “If you want to it’s a free world I will not stop you, but I really need to think. I may not be the best company so please don’t get offended,” I said.  He ran upstairs and was back before I could go to the kitchen and get a couple bottled waters. “God your fast,” I said. We left the house and went for a walk in the park. Neither of us said anything the entire way to the park but as soon as we got there and sat on a bench I decided to speak what was on my mind I turned to face him and started to speak, but before I could get a word out I was pulled into another vision. It feels like I am about eight months pregnant and it’s a girl. Michael is pacing my hospital room completely freaked out. I just sit there with my hands resting on my large belly. I feel really weird, like something has awakened inside me. Like an internal power I did not know existed. Things are happening around me that I don’t understand and have no control of. Michael is telling me something but I can’t hear what he is saying. The baby in my belly is moving around so much with every word he spoke, I call him to my bed to feel his child. I am not sure what is happening to me yet, I am truly excited, I have never been special in my life and something has happened to make me truly unique. The baby in my belly is quickly running out of room her every movement is very painful. I feel as though I am in danger but the only thing that matters is my unborn child, Michael sits on my bed, places his hand on my belly and cries. He is afraid for me I can feel it to my core. What ever he needs to tell me has scared him, at that moment I finally feel the fear that is written all over his face. But, before I could look at the vision anymore I was pulled out of it by a frantic Michael. Lying on the park bench with my head resting on Michael’s lap he was rubbing my arms and looking extremely pale I felt completely drained. I can tell I just scared the shit out of him. This vision took a lot out of me I just laid there and rested for a long while before I could say anything. Michael was getting tense by the minute. I finally sat up and said, “I had another vision, it was really weird and I’m not sure what to make of it yet, I want to go home.” We got up and started to walk back home, Michael very protectively held on to me. After about ten minutes we were home and I walked upstairs to our bedroom and plopped myself on the bed. Michael followed me the entire way. As soon as I was comfortable he started to take off my shoes and socks. Then he was rubbing my feet and trying to relax and comfort me. I pulled him down on the bed next to me so we were facing each other. “Michael, this vision was our future, it was strange, I don’t really understand what I was seeing, nor do I even know if these visions are true. I was very pregnant and you were pacing my hospital room and scared to death. There was something you were trying to tell me, I didn’t get to hear what you were going to say because you woke me from the vision.  Michael we’re going to have a baby and its going to be a girl. I finally feel ok about it. I don’t really know what is happening to me but something is changing and I feel there are more changes coming our way,” I said while running my fingers through his hair. He pulled me close and kissed me. “Did you here what is said to you? We are going to be parents and for some reason I think she will be coming faster than humanly possible. All he could do is hold me and kiss me everywhere.

Chapter Nine

The rest of the day went on without any further problem we just enjoyed each others company, we did not accomplish anything that day but we were ok with that because we were together. At the end of the day we decided to have that bath I missed out on when we found out about the pregnancy. Michael ran the bath and I got undressed. I walked into the bathroom to see if it was ready and smiled as I looked at my beautiful naked boyfriend making me a relaxing romantic setting, I replayed the vision of our future. He looked at me smiling as he strolled over to me. Before I could protest, he lifted me up and into his arms carrying me to the bath tub. In seconds we were in the tub resting our bodies on each other. It was beautiful. We laid there for what felt like an hour not talking or being sexual just being together, soaking up each others energy. Finally I turned to face him, he looked at peace. I love to see him this way. “Michael, what do you think these visions mean?” I asked him. “I am not sure what to think, I think we should go to see a doctor tomorrow to see exactly how far along you are. In the mean time I am just going to enjoy you and this time we have together. Also, I wanted to talk to about what you want to do about work, it is your decision. I think we need to get some of this crazy stuff dealt with before we go back to work. I have made arrangements with my partner to take some time off. He is totally ok, considering I have been doing everything for our law firm for the past five years. What do you think?” he said. “Michael, I don’t know, I want to help Jennifer get her child back. It is really important for me to help her, I don’t know why but I feel like I have to help her. So I am going back to work Wednesday for sure, no matter what this crazy life I live throws at me,” I said. “I am fine with that, but I want to help you with that case. I know you were upset but after everything you have went through, I feel like I have to help you,” he said. “I can live with that, but what are we going to tell the office regarding our relationship?” I asked him. “I don’t think it’s necessary to tell them anything about our personal life, I will let you decide who knows about us. I will have to tell my partner but that is it. Are you ok with that?” he asked. “That sounds good to me” I said. For once we were in total agreement, and that’s a great feeling. We continued to lay there in each others arms for a while longer. Michael was rubbing my body and massaging shoulders, and then he was kissing my neck and nibbling on my ear lobes. I turned over so I could face him kissing him. The kiss deepened and our bodies started to respond to this. I pulled away for a moment and hit the drain stop so we could get out of the tub and get dried off. Michael was right there to take care of me. He dried my body and kissed every inch of me while doing so. I turned to get some lotion. He was already there and applying it to every part of my body, he is tentative, and amazing.  He kept kissing me and paying attention to my little round belly. I almost feel like my belly has grown, even though I know logically that it is not possible. Soon we moved to our bed and continued kissing. Michael was on top of me kissing his way down my body. He stopped at my belly for a long time laying his head on by belly and then kissing it. Soon he continued down feeling my body wanting more I spread my legs which was all the invitation he needed. He looked up at me for a moment smiling then immediately went down on me. For a long time he gave me pleasure to point I was losing control in the bliss of his amazing technique. After I came he kissed his way back up to my mouth and then kissed me for a long time and then rolled over to his back. “Oh, no you don’t!” I said, as I took over this love making session. This time it was my turn to please him, as he new I would. I climbed on top of him and started to make love to him. He laid there while I moved on top of him, he would close his eyes then open then while I continued making love to him, soon he was moaning and then we came. After I finished I lay on top of him and kissed him again. Loving the way his body feels I finally separated my body from his and rolled on to my back and fell asleep instantly.